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18 November 2009 @ 07:05 pm
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kak nura introduce me to this song :) n now im falling in love with the song
AFGAN, 18 yr old guy.vry talented with the touch of his great voice n his cute dimples.lol
i feel connected with his songs.
i hope dear would feel the same as i do.

people think im just as fine as normal.
but im not
i've listen to alot of emotional issues lately. just wanna tell u ppl out there
'be strong,there's always a way out if u're patient enough'
im not the type of pro who can give advices,but i love to sit & listen.
i'll be there for all my friends who need to share :)

& to my dear bestie,
im sry if i havent be supporting on what u said lately bout him
i just dun wan u to be dissapointed afterwards
i love you like a sister :)
i'll try harder to understand you..

right now,im sitting here in the lib,so emotional.haha.dun ask me y.
damn,kak nura shoudn't hve let me hear this song.
n this song is dedicated to you love :)
 
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17 November 2009 @ 08:04 pm
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hei girls.pic already uploaded.so go take a look.i noe u guys been waiting for the pichas.
sry,been busy lately.
well its been days since i update this journal.
n hmm alot has happened lately.

projects not yet done
still wanna catch that 2012 movie
n ok, paranormal activity was a dissapointment to me coz i tot its gonna be that scary but its not
kinda draggy.but hmm i give 3 stars for the movie.

n todae is so boring! like shish,i hate it.
kept on saying @%#%@% all the time
sry dear,u hve to endure with all my attitude.
but u are still a sweetheart :) u always get me to stay calm n relax.love u!
n yes,heheheh.finally,i got the green light from him
thx dear! i promise,i'll be a good girl.
well i tink its kinda weird when ppl tries to communicate with u in fb n then in real life,
they just igonored u like they nvr knew u b4,wth.
 
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17 November 2009 @ 08:22 am
just so sweet.  

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07 November 2009 @ 12:56 am
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Finally i get to eat at pastamania for the first time
i know kinda like like out-dated.
aniwae i love the spicy chicken.its so YUMMY!
thx to them for deciding on the place to eat

aniwae lately i found so many hidden secrets and problems along the way
thought it was just me who's goin through it alone but there was 1 who have the same fate as me
dear _____ ,just be strong and just to let you know,i'll be there for u.
lucky i hve dear to share my love with.
u've been such a GOOD LOVER to me all the time
n i just wanna say i love you!
kae i noe , its like all the time i mentioned these 3 words
but i do mean it.
kae y am i being so emotional tonight?
gendeng!

shish im like goin bankrupt soon after spending a whole some of money on some clothes
must work more!
 
 


Good nite ppl!
its time to sleep n dream
n i want to dream bout the future :)
2012 is a must to watch.
seriously,u nvr noe wat might happen when the day comes.
 
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31 October 2009 @ 02:53 pm
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night safari was great! despite the raining weather,we all njoyed ourselves yesterday.
but sadly our dear michelle went back since the place was too scary for her
but we took pics for u to see :)
will tell u more details on mon



n here hanaffi was screaming out so loud,but not just loud,it was all the cibai,fuck all comin out from his mouth
hahaha,we'll go somewhere like this again ok.lol
for ppl who wan to experience some thrills @ NightS. todae is the last night u can go
so grab the chance while it last. tix at $35 for admission plus tram.
good luck!

yerp dear was there,finally solved evrything that cumming through our way
& im sorry
for being so harsh on you.
n i noe u're not tat kind of guy im referring to.
hope this doesn't repeat again.
promise?
 
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26 October 2009 @ 11:00 pm
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i dunnoe how long this will last?
yes im in pain, & im hurt
it may be a small matter to u but its a big deal for me
i noe i've done wrong to u the last time but i wish tat it wud not repeat itself
i dunnoe for watever reasons u hide it from me,its gonna leave me a big mark which i DON'T TRUST U LIKE HOW I DO ALWAYS
even if u hve no watever ties with her, still, its sumting u shud say to me long ago
n & yes of coz im trying hard to forgive & forget but
would u do the same like i do if u were in my shoes?

we had a deal that we wud share every lil secrets & i told mine.how bout urs?
is there anything beside that, u wanna vomit out?

fuck,chibai,asshole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!is it just me who's over-reacting or wat??

lets just hope & pray,im more stable.
 
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20 October 2009 @ 08:50 pm
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kae feeling very lethargic n dead sick.
hving flu &sorethroat now. & i hope im that well to watch movie with my beloved classmates.
bro is so mad at me right now for not eating medication,
well im so lazy to get my butt out from this chair and stuck to this lappy writing this post.
drank lots of water,going to the toilet now and then.

kau penat tulis tulis blog untuk apa. nobody cares lah. go tidur besok nak sekolah. waste time write blog only. no use.

he wrote that when i just took a fast sip of my left oversoup in the kitchen.stoooopid.

aniwae thank goodness michelle was there to accompany to talk n just hang out for a while,i just don't feel like goin home when there's alot of ppl living in a house.
NO PRIVACY at all.
when can i hve my own room?
when can i hve my only n only fam in the house?
when can there be peace?
i dunnoe.
i just dun understand how dad could tolerate all this.
i salute him for sacrificing alot. u're the best DAD i can ever hve.
kae y am i being so emo todae?

n guys,sometimes do u feel on that day,u hve like mixed feelings.
like u felt happy,then sad,then emo,wild.coz i hve this kind of disorder n its not bcoz of menses.
well i was juz wandering y i hve that kind of personality in some days.


n lastly to dear,
i noe i didn't really talk much to u the last few days,i don't know whats with me.sry.
its not that i don't miss you or im day dreaming or something,
i just don't felt like talking and its not becoz of u.
n its not wrong for u to stare at me
i just felt vry shy,even when im writing this,i can still imagine how u did that most of the time
n im blushing,haha.
guess what,the cap is cumming in, this thurs,we'll wear it togetha some day ok :) love u!



ps: i think THAT someone is just seeking attention,maybe.
 
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15 October 2009 @ 10:03 pm
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yesterday went to hei sushi with this 2 M & M.
by right we supposed to be at east coast but since alot of our mates coudn't make it,
there's no point goin.left nat and the gangs,hope u enjoyed ur cycling :)
aniwae spend bout 18 bucks here eating sushi,worth it,hmm yes.
but shish,i only ate few,n im already full.
 
 
 
n by rite we are supposed to be dating but ever since i went out since last week like almost evryday,
mum n dad,u know 'u betta stay at home,cook n do ur home chores'
vry vry vry sory dear,i noe u r looking forward since u took an off day today. n u did it for me.thx!
i promise u another outing ok love.

skool starting next week
n my goodness,i hate my timetable.
i won't be seeing dear that much
im gonna focus and strive for better results.i hope.

& ya lastly,thx fer the treat nigga. n i love the headset u gave me :)
 
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09 October 2009 @ 11:52 pm
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Every one has their own love story & i do too
something simple,not complicated but i love it tat way.

Being ur skool mate
            ur chatter
            ur fren
            ur special one
           & now ur gf
is the MOST WONDERFUL thing that i could ask for.
i was not vry social active in my pri skool days,even if we were in the same malay class. i dun noe u,i dun even tok to u or like try to communicate with u,nah. i was so shy n NERD or lets juz say,im a dork.
but as time passed by after i saw u in the friendster when we were both 15.n thank god they created one, i was so excited
n was vry eager to chat or talk with u and even feel like meeting u.
i juz felt the CHEMISTRY. &
then started adding each other,started chatting then calling then dating. yerp i can still rbr the 1st time we met.
then we hook up :) till yar,sumting happened.well its past.
i was a BITCH back then but i knew i was wrong to do that to u, n im sorry.i regret it,alot.till now,when i look at u,i juz feel the guilt,so hard to forget.
But lucky someone struck me, n i changed to be more than what i already are. for u..

Well u r not perfect & so do i.maybe sometimes i thought,i wan u to be this,that,
watever a girl wud want from a guy.
but to think back,wat if u ask me to change to something im not,maybe i wud hve long gone from u.
I dun share the same interest as u but who cares,coz deep inside,i noe i LOVE u so much, & it pains to be away from u
not seeing u for days or even a moment.if some ppl out there thinks im DESPERATE or wateva they kol attention seekers,go ahead.
To me,its nvr enuf spending time with ur love. if i could have a time of my own,i make the time go slow.coz i want evry single secs and mins and hours and days and months and years to be the most SPECIAL moments in my whole entire life.
U make me feel the 1st in ur life,u always do.even if u're busy with the tings u are doin now,u always hve the time for me,even for a min or 2.

& im proud to be ur girl.
this post i wrote only for u,just for u faiz . . .

XOXOXO i want to be urs 4eva
 
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08 October 2009 @ 12:16 am
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finally,i can use lappy's camera. & do u wanna y? n thx lappy for shutting down (tak tentu psl), n i hve to reboot the system,n there u go,camera ON! aniwae i wanna blog since the last few days but my hands n fingers were too tired to type anything n my mind were thinking whether shud i continue with livejournal or not...

well skipped that,moving on to MOVIES. phobia 2 was like shish,SCAAARRYYY! n to top up that,fika shouted not once not twice but thrice.n so did i.to those who felt it was 'nah its not scary la..'wateva la hor.like what our history teacher taught me.'every one has their own thoughts and opinions'
BUT,im waiting for Paranormal Activity to show on screen. go to the website to check it out ok ppl.

shud i go for perjumpaan hari raya or not? then hw bt the girls? no idea.
wellll............

GOOD NITE.
& lastly,
hunny dear, dun get too involve in MCG can?coz im bored.
 
 
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